When his
tirade ended, Tartmouth holstered his smoking tongue and stormed
from the room. He left his crumpled, wretched wife to compose her brokenness
the best she could. Because his sadistic slants of seething sarcasm reduced her
to tears, he mentally entered two notches into his hardened heart. In his
tormented thinking, tears merited that reward.
As Tartmouth left the kitchen, he grabbed a beer from the fridge and headed for his recliner. His recliner, a microcosm of his life, sat in the living room. It sported bald spots and broken springs, suggestions of an attempt to support the dead weight of a fruitless existence. It faced Tartmouth’s escape; a television set. His remote, with most of the inscribed numbers worn smooth, lay an arms reach away on an end table. It was a symbol of an unresponsive life trying to find the channel of fulfillment.
An
onslaught on the can of beer drained it, and he leaned his torso against
the back of the recliner. He fell asleep; his raucous snore a possible
indicator of his inner turmoil that instigated frequent nightmares...As Tartmouth left the kitchen, he grabbed a beer from the fridge and headed for his recliner. His recliner, a microcosm of his life, sat in the living room. It sported bald spots and broken springs, suggestions of an attempt to support the dead weight of a fruitless existence. It faced Tartmouth’s escape; a television set. His remote, with most of the inscribed numbers worn smooth, lay an arms reach away on an end table. It was a symbol of an unresponsive life trying to find the channel of fulfillment.
A sign above the wide gate fronting the pathway read, "The Valley of Death." He wondered where he was, where the path led, and what the sign meant. He looked for a clue or another path but to no avail. “Have only one option,” he said, and entered through the gate to encounter the yawning path.
He began
his trek and the width of the path allowed Tartmouth plenty of walking space.
However, the thick tangled vegetation along the sides and over the pathway
limited his vision, and this gave him an eerie feeling. He felt unprotected and
that he wasn’t alone.
Something
brushed his chest and caught his eye. “What are you?” he said, flailing his
arms to fend off the attacker. As the onslaught intensified, Tartmouth observed
his attackers were like placards with destructive words on them; words like cruel,
disgusting, despicable, destroy, and demeaning. The word-entities attacked
his chest like they were after his heart. Terror enveloped him as he
grasped the plot of this one-act scenario; the word-entities were
characteristics of his heart and portrayed him.
A cry of relief reverberated from deep within him when a new word-entity, “It is Finished,” burst onto the scene. This placard, larger and
more powerful than the others, shielded his heart from the attackers and
they retreated before it. Likewise, Tartmouth could not resist its potent force.
“I give up,” he said. “Please protect me,” and he folded to the ground.
Sometime
later he regained consciousness and looked around him. He lay in a dense green
pasture adjoining a lake of motionless water. He felt an invite and rolled
into the fringe of the waters cool refreshment. It soothed and saturated him
with peace. He put his hands across his chest and felt the solid, rhythmic
beating of his heart. He lay there safe and secure.Tartmouth opened his eyes. His shirt, pants, and parts of his recliner were damp with perspiration, and his arms lay like heavy weights. His eyes searched the room for nothing in particular, but they fell on a piece of notebook paper. He picked it up.
The note read: “Tartmouth, you pushed my button one to many times.This dream is over.”
He did,
though, have a place to start. He would begin with the safety and security he
felt in the still waters of the lake that adjoined the dense green pasture.
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